addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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i hear voices telling me i'm a total disaster.
i am trying. i really really really am trying but it's like. ARGH.
fear and all that. KLJFKFLJKLDJFSAKLDJASD. i don't know what to dooo. it's not okay. it's not. ok to be like this.
feeling like i belong in a mental institution.