addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

run


i'm doomed. i don't know how to get over this annoying gnawing crappy emotion that's just sucking the life out of me. i can't concentrate on anything and i feel demoralised 200% of the time like i'm some big giant failure and i'm never gonna make it.

i hear voices telling me i'm a total disaster.

i am trying. i really really really am trying but it's like. ARGH.

fear and all that. KLJFKFLJKLDJFSAKLDJASD. i don't know what to dooo. it's not okay. it's not. ok to be like this.

feeling like i belong in a mental institution.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you